And all these things will be added into you.

My ex-husband died almost a year ago. The boys and I have been tasked with cleaning out his home. It’s been hard to see the luxury I gave up. But, the price was too high.

I have been plagued with jealousy. Asking God why? Why do I have so little? I have been faithful. I have felt the Holy Spirit working in my life every morning when I bead. I bead from 3-5am. It is the most sacred time. But I still can’t help feeling jealous and resentful. These are fatal for a recovering alcoholic. It was imperative that god show himself in the middle

Of all this chaos and dispare.

And so he did.

I was complaining about how I never get flowers. A friend brought some over out of the blue! I’ve needed speakers. And there was a spare set at the house! I’ve been longing to see the moon, and I got my old telescope back! I have missed my Our Lady of Fatima and yesterday I got her back!

Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and all these things will be granted unto you.

Yes, indeed. 💕

So. Much. Love.

M